Friday 29 June 2012

Garden of the soul

On Sunday I noticed a creeper had started to encroach on one of the café windows and I got the idea that today would be the day for some gardening. In the morning I got started. There has been no gardening done here for 6 months or more and it had become really overgrown. The weeds had begun taking over, strangling some of the beautiful but fragile plants that had been planted there in the past. Everything was so entangled that it did take quite a bit of time and care to get all the weeds out. I unfortunately damaged some digitalis in the process and I do hope it manages to restore itself. It is an amazing thing to do gardening, almost as soon as I begin it is as if a doorway into my mind has opened up, a divine aural passage! I can see through this garden how when we neglect our spiritual life, and ignore sins, they grow; the sin grows on us, choking the truth from our lives, and we become bent and crippled. If it is not for the gardener coming and removing the weeds we would be soon overcome. Thanks for second etc...chances God! But seriously, if we stop looking into the garden of our soul, if we stop taking time to make sure that we are well, that there is nothing choking our spiritual life, we will eventually perish spiritually. It is so easy to become complacent.
When I was finished doing the weeding I filled 2 dustbin bags and took it to the dump. I thought it would have been a really nice lesson for the children, and I decided to proceed no further until school was out. I planned to get some of the children involved in the hope of talking to them. In the afternoon, after school, Zaina came and helped me, we purchased some discounted plants from ASDA and then planted them in the garden. She was particularly interested in bugs, and one small chrysalis that we found. Time will tell if the planting is a success and if anyone learns anything.
Another wonderful thing happened today. I could see Declan  was itching to talk to me. I spoke with him on the way to collect my car to dump the garden debris. He seemed happy. He said that he was reading the bible and that Carol had given him a commentary that was helpful. Most importantly he said that he was not reading the bible looking to prove or disprove it; that there was too much information that was unproven scientifically, but that he was finding it very helpful on a personal level. Very encouraging to hear.
Wednesday we had a team meeting to discuss the plans for the Autumn, reflect on past events etc.. It seems as if there's consensus that the 6 week events we had at Café Forever were successful and will be repeated, though we'll emphasize the parent and toddlers groups more and perhaps make some sort of accommodation for them after the 6 weeks period, particularly as the morning slots around the area are sparse.
Thursday was a busy day, the weather was fantastic and normally that indicates a drop in sales, but this day we did really well! I also got to chat with an atheist friend who agreed with me on one irrational point, that love is crucial in making the world a better place. Since then I have been thinking how rationality and love are easily opposites. When we love somebody, what matters TO THEM is important to us, but rationality is about surviving, and often then love has to take a second place. So often I find I am very rational; I order what God, and others desire at second place, indicating I am not quite as loving as I would like to be.

Today I have had the idea to work further on the garden. It is currently looking good, but we could actually make it a sales point. It is VERY secluded. The perfect place to have a quiet business lunch or children's party, so I am going to try and make the garden a safe place for children to be, and a nice pretty place for a small business lunch. Look forward to the changes and hope to be promoting them in the week!

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