Thursday 8 May 2014

Pointless existence


Ted Baker Shirt
I often get leaflets and magazines through my door for humanitarian aid and wonderful organisations that are doing things for suffering people all over the world. I wish I could work for them but my CV is no good. I would like to work for them because I am distressed with the people they are looking after and I recognize their hunger and need and identify with their weakness, their powerlessness. Today I was in Ted Baker shop in Canary Wharf and looked at a simple short sleeved button shirt - the price tag was £75! I hope that that is shocking to you. If it is not, know this... for the price of 2 Ted Baker shirts your money could keep 4 young girls from being trafficked in Laos through TEARFUND

TEARFUND
Who is the most influential person you know? Could it be David Cameron, Barrack Obama, Bill Gates? Most of us know OF these people and have heard a bit about them, but what would it be like to actually KNOW them, like a friend? Imagine you could, as a friend of Barrack Obama, through him persuade the change in US foreign policy that would affect the protection of thousands of children in South Sudan! That must be a really amazing position to be in. Powerful. Secure. Purposeful. A while back I ran an April Fools Day image that I photoshopped to look like Prince William walked with me on the Isle of Dogs outside Café Forever ... as if - I did manage to trick a number of people. 




'Genuine' image
I think it must be amazing to work alongside such movers and shakers, but I don't see them as having ultimate authority. As I read the bible I see more and more of little, insignificant people being really important to God. These insignificant types become, through a relationship with God, more and more significant and their lives more and more purposeful. For example, a few names - Gideon, Mary Magdalene, Peter, Esther, Ruth, Ezekiel, Jeremiah. In fact almost all of them began insignificant in the eyes of men - just look at how Moses started out and what Pharoah thought of the Jews when he was born!

I recognized the power of God when I turned 30. At that time I was working for Sky News and earning a lot of money and then blowing it regularly on alcohol, drugs, holidays, and preening my feathers. It was a purposeless existence. I was however aware of an imbalance between rich and poor, between races and classes of people, and a rapid decline in the state of our world in general, and it bothered me. I saw the problem but I couldn't see a solution. Love always seemed like something you fell into with a girl. Love was a very strange concept to me - I needed it and thought I had the ability to give it, but looking back I know that all I could give was pain.

I am now, I believe, through my time I spend with people on the Isle of Dogs, in church, and in the community, converting people from an ideology of selfishness to selflessness - to learn to love people properly. I am not in anyway qualified to do this having been a selfish man all of my life. I do however know somebody who does know absolutely every aspect of love. Hopefully those I spend time with will in turn learn to love their neighbour as themselves. I guess I am, in some way, working to relieving the suffering of people in other parts of the world too. God doesn't need movers and shakers, he needs obedient servants.